Sanat - Here & Now

Here & Now

too long, for years too long
always longing somewhere
in the gravest need ever known
do I belong here?

is this who I am?
am I really here?
in the distant galaxies I'm more at home

but now,
all is here
there`s nothing going on anywhere
all is here
there is no outer world
cause the universe..

oh, I gotta move,
can`t stay here for now
cause someplace else might be more somehow
am I dead and gone?

is it you I need?
is it you I fear?
running from the very things
that I am

but now,
all is here
there`s nothing going on anywhere
all is here
there is no outer world
cause the universe

is it you I need?
is it you I fear?
running from the very things
that I am

but now,
all is here
there`s nothing going on anywhere
all is here
there is no outer world
cause the universe
(it`s in me)

Zero AM

close the shades, block the sun away
too tired to sleep, too manic to stay awake
afraid of waking dawn, as I sleep my days
dizzy head, no need to be saved

please, leave me
confusing lies I hear
so please, leave me
the crawling fear I feel

shape myself, wake the sleeping saint
by no means the truth, I fight everyday
painfully aware of the "ideal me"
a convincing lie, something I'll never be

fear of death
can`t touch me, can't move me
wrath of god
can`t touch me, can't move me

redeem too late
futile amends
never cared less
of how this will end

all I have left is guts
I guess it might be just enough
but maybe enough is.. (too much)